Daily chaos...

These days have been crazy lately... and I know I say that alot, but it's true. So many things have changed in our home, and I am having a hard time dealing with it all.

Gareth is on new meds.
Sarah is growing and I am afraid she will get fat like me.
Mom is in Ottawa with Cori and the twins. She needs to be there.
This house is a mess, and I am not doing well managing it.
I feel as though I get nothing done and that the kids are being neglected.
I don't bathe them enough.
I don't make my bed. ever.
I am behind in my scrapping.
I am very behind in my bills.
I am extremely behind in life.
I think i am failing horribly at this life.

When does life get easier?
When will I get my shit together?
I want a clean organized house.
I want to go to school.
I want my kids to be happy.
I want enough money to pay my bills and be responsible.
Am I asking to much?
Who will help me?
Who?

~G~