A really great site!

I have found a really great website!

It is a support for women who are considering, planning, and recovering from a Hysterectomy. Let me tell you, there is a lot of crazy scary information out there, and it is comforting to know that there are "sisters" who want to help.

Hysterectomy Support by HysterSisters.com

If you love someone who is or has gone through this, I highly recommend it.

I feel more ready now than ever~

~G~

What's up, Doc?

Well, life gets busy - this I know.

Times get tough - ditto above.

Shitty things happen - sucks, but deal.

I am having a tough time lately with the future. Not sure why now... but it happens, right?
I am scheduled for major surgery in Aug, but who knows if it will happen as it is not life threatening. It could be postponed. But, for whatever reason - I am scared.

Scared that I will die on the table. Scared that my children will grow up with out me. Scared that I haven't done enough with my life yet.

I joined weight watchers to try to save my life. I need to be in better health to live along side my children. I want to be a grandma. I want to retire. I WANT TO LIVE!!! Dammit!

Okay, enough with the drama....

So, let it be know that I will do my best NOT to die under the knife. I have a lot to live for.
My kids are destined to have me mother them forever, like it or not.

So, talk to you later,

~G~